I have been going more and more in a certain direction. I try not to blog about politics or religion, but I just wanted to say I’m really enjoying Church, and since that’s what I’m doing every weekend.. it’s hard to not mention it. This last weekend was super busy. For those that don’t know, [...]

I have to start updating more. I’ve left y’all hanging on the cliffhanger that is my life. Err.. Anyways! We are just taking things day by day right now. We miss daddy, but he will hopefully be here in a few weeks to visit. I try not to look beyond that visit.. it only makes [...]

I figured I should post an update as to where I’ve left my mind this week. Really, it’s been rainy and gross and ew, and I haven’t felt like doing anything. Surprisingly, I’ve done well on going to the gym, but it seems like as soon as I get home and shower, I crash for [...]

About 2 1/2 hours ago, I called in a noise complaint to the SAPD. This was after walking to the corner of my backyard, and yelling for these people to please turn down their music, even just a little. They ignored me (I know damn well they heard me clearly), so I walked inside to [...]

I am so frustrated lately. Part of my funk stems directly from my mental exhaustion. I can’t do anything, it seems.. I am just not functional in any way shape or form, other than being the ‘strict mom’. Matthew is.. terrible. I love the kid, I really do, and truthfully, I wouldn’t give him up [...]

Would you rather have loved someone, and lost them at some point in time.. or would you rather go your life without love at all? For me, the answer to that question is easy. I take the love I can get. I am the kind of person that craves companionship, and I couldn’t imagine going [...]

So today’s prompt is about forgiveness. I’m supposed to write a letter to someone I need to forgive. In this case, I am going to write a general forgiveness letter, which is directed at nobody in particular.. maybe. Dear idiots on the internet, I understand it’s really hard to not be stupid. In fact, stupidity [...]

I went to the gas station to get a drink tonight, and the guy that works at the actual register part was talking to the guy that works at the Subway which is in the station. Apparently, register guy is going to basic training soon for the Air Force. They were talking about it, and [...]

I am back! Jeremiah was in town for the past week. He had just visited, but he was told it may be as late as August that he goes to school, so he had decided to come.. THEN he got back to Cali, and maybe a few days later they told him they were sending [...]

Today is the third morning since falling on my ass and I am still in a good amount of pain. I actually went to the gym last night and walked on the treadmill for half an hour, then half participated in my boot camp class. I was okay for the most part, but afterwards when [...]